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Tuesday, February 6th, 2007
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I booked me and amys trip for Atlantic City, got a really nice room at Ballys on the boardwalk. 2 year anniversary, its gonna be fucking awesome.
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Monday, January 8th, 2007
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Insomnia is a bitch. I cant sleep, when i do, its not sleep, its like a unstable conciousness (Sp) where my mind is fully working all the time. I would give anything for one peaceful night of just rest and relaxation. Sleeping pills work, sometimes, but my tolerence is too damn high for them now. Life is eh. Wow is life. amy makes me smile still. I had a good holiday. I want to quit my job. I want to get of debt. I want to feel real again.
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Thursday, November 2nd, 2006
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i really need to stop working in retail, i dont feel like a real person when im at work, or for awhile after i leave. i feel like a shell of a person, its deep, but i dunno, i drag my feet through the day, get bitched out to do more work, even though theres nothing to do, because theres like 5 people in electronics, and no customers to help, it sucks, pay me a real hourly rate if you want me to clean all day. its not like ive made a decent sale in months. i just wanna graduate and move out and start a family, i know that sounds gay, but its all i think about anymore. just suceeding in life would feel so great, and not feeling like im constantly being held back by some invisible force, i seem very happy when im around my friends, but im a depressed dude with alot of pent up shit that i dont let out to anyone, and sometimes it comes out in the wrong ways, like me flipping out on amy, i dont mean to, but i feel like shit for it, which just constantly adds onto the pile of things on my shoulders. i just wanna be stable, not overly happy, not overly sad, just fucking stable for once in my life. im a faggot, whatever.
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Monday, September 18th, 2006
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my life was going so well, now its like no matter how hard i try, i cant go forward in school, or out of debt. it sucks, everytime i get a decent check, something shitty happens, like amys car needing a shit load of work, ill manage, but fuck its gonna be hard when christmas time rolls around, and shit, im about to start sellin off my comics to try to get ahead. ive always dealt with the shitty situations ive had in life, ive always had good friends, and a great family to help me, and this time, ive got a kick ass girl with me too. i need to shower and stuff, but i cant, i gotta go get amys car so that i can start working on it. fuck it, i just wanna play wow, is that too much to ask, whole world is against me on that one. i feel bad that i havent seen alot of my friends recently, but i really hope that they all understand where im commin from when i say, that i value my time off so much, that theres nothing i like to do beter than just chill in my basement, play wow, or watch a movie with my dog and with amy. i hope i get to start commin around alot more, and i hope im still greeted by all the friendly faces that i used to see on such a normal basis, i know how hardcore treats "drop outs" but i didnt really drop out, i just dont have the money to get from point a to point b in my car, or sometimes i dont even have enough money for a 6 dollar show. it sucks, but hopefully all this shit will be over and done with.
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Monday, September 4th, 2006
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if anyone bad mouths the crocodile hunter dying, your not my friend anymore, the dude had such a sweet family, and honestly cared about animals and the well being, and if you do talk shit, i really hope someone you loves dies soon.
seriously.
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Saturday, September 2nd, 2006
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i bought an espresso machine, best idea ever, next im buyin a wok.
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i bought a mini dauchhound puppy, the weiner dogs, his name is vincent, and hes fucking cute.
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after much deep thought today into tonight, ive come to a big conclusion,
the world can be broken down into two types of people.
Those who like Caddyshack 2, and those who dont.
Where the fuck do you stand?
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Saturday, July 15th, 2006
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i did in fact break edge last night, it was alright i guess. Not something i wanna do everyday of my life, theres still wow and video games, i actually dont really remember too much of last night. i remember tellin scotty that 40's taste like alphabet piss. thats about it. if people get pissed and dont wanna be my friend anymore, thats fine, but this was honestly something i thought alot about. Do i regret it? alittle, ive been edge for around 7 years, thats a huge commitment to let go, but i knew i wasnt gonna be edge forever. I feel sick, i need to go take a shower
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after alot of thought im not edge anymore, dont expect me to turn into a huge drunk or anything, but im gonna have a beer with my friends once in a while.
If you wanna talk to me about this, and you have my number, call me, i dont wanna talk about that shit on here.
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im so sun burnt, i had a blast today on the beach, i wanna go tommorow, but i think ill have to wear socks and a shirt, cuz my feet and back and chest are fucked 4 ways from friday, i feel like my entire body just got tattooed.
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Saturday, June 17th, 2006
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im down the ocean with amy and shit is really starting to get to me, no matter how hard i try, no matter how much time, and money i put into making sure she has a good time, she always gets shitty with me, im fucking tired of it. its the story of every relationship ive been in, im seriously starting to not give a fuck anymore. e
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show of the summer decided to change the name of it for next year to MD/PA ruining everyones fucking day fest. highlight of my night, i fought 3 dudes same time, and somehow won, hilarious. im so sore i could barely get out of bed today, i have to go to work which is not gonna be fun, in any fucking way.
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wow, when amy gets home shes gonna be so happy, i just made her, her own little work station down here, and im putting the sims and all of the expansions on it, new desk and chair and lamps from ikea today, cleaned all day yesterday and today, shit is looking so good down here, im finally proud and happy with the place that i live.c
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getting 3rd in a 64 man game of battlefield 2 is fucking awesome.
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im in a slump, shit with amy is goin south, shit with my parents is going south, i dont have time to do any of the things that i enjoy anymore, i wake up early as shit every morning, whether i have to or not, i really need to change some things about my self, me and some bros went to spartan fireworks on the spur of the moment last night, shit is pretty awesome, its not that big, but they got alot of shit, for mad cheap, i like it. its really close to my house. im done, i have to go be a retail whore.
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so stoked right now, just found a site that hosts all the old episodes of attack of the show as torrent files, i convert them, and can stream em right to my xbox 360 to watch on my tv, god i love technology.
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i am currently pooping at this exact moment in time, gotta love wireless internet. it really makes me mad, how sears motto is like fast and instock service, we have nothing in stock, why would anyone buy anything from sears? our tvs are over priced, and we never have them in stock, shit is really gay and pisses me off.
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Wednesday, May 17th, 2006
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my room roolz i have a huge ass L shaped couch now, its so comfy, its got a pull out bed, so you fagz better start commin over this summer, i just downloaded the move the wizard, from the 80s, the one about the slow kid thats really good at NES games, yeah it fucking ruled.e
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